It’s been long gang, I know I had promised to write something every bother week but you all know what they say “Shit happens” and because shit happens, I have not been able to write. We could say I have been suffering from stage four acute writer’s block. Anyway, this is not me writing ( though it is), it is me wishing you guys a happy valentines. It is my hope from deep inside that anyone who has ever clicked a link here and read my terribly written pieces finds true love. I am not a romantic person (or I’m I?) and for that reason I am not the best person to get all worked up with love issues this valentine’s day.

But I know someone who is, the kind that writes poems for girls.
Ndiritu Munene writes;

Before these tears drop out of my eyes,.
I wish I let you know how I feel,
Feel about the bond between us,
The interconnection of our hearts,
Feel about the past I've had,
Feel about my tears of today,
Feel about the fears of tomorrow....

Yes,
You had promised,
You promised not to ever leave my side,
That was just the day before yesterday,
You led me to giving promises,
Forced me to say I won't leave you either
Forced me to say I was to stand by you,
You seduced my heart with hearty messages,
My eyes with, teardrops of love from your words
Made my body shiver of the huge anticipations of us,
Made my,.    ..... Feel that you were really the one,
Do you even remember all this!

It pains much to remember,.
Remember the burden of love you laid on me,.
This was much heavier for me to carry,.
Thank Christ Jesus He took all the other burden
But this laden of love,
Christ forgive me I failed to give you
Every moment got harder, hard of love than anticipated
She demanded much than I'd give,.
She wanted me to be someone I was not,
Someone I don't know if I'd be...
Why all that!!

So my today is nasty,.
But Christ has always cleaned up,
I at times try to smile,.
But I find myself faking it all,
I try to be normal,
But I find abnormality part of me
I try to act like I do love,.
But so vague it is
Sorry but you have to read my letter of love,
I try to behave a responsible fellow,.
Too late I find it's too early to be,.
You force me at times act like a hubby,
But am not, it's damn too much for this,
I just don't know why all this
Am just not.....!

You want to  hear of my tomorrow fears,.
Please do,
I fear that people expect much of me,.
What if I don't deliver?
Do you want to tell me not to care about people,
Am sorry am a child of the society, I have to..
What about the expectations of my parents,
Don't you think I owe much to them?.
The expectations of my Soul,.
Sorry it's my first priority,
The Bible,
I won't do contrary to it in my own conscious,.
My friends, look at the determination towards my success,.
Lady, too bad I won't let it vanish,
Am just too young for this,.
Don't you think I need some time to grow,.
For the sake of the enemies in my life,
Allow me to walk slow and sure,.
For Kenya,.
Allow me to get a tone of bricks,.
We are just but building.

This is my letter of love,
Find attached my feelings,
The agony when writing it up,
The pain in my heart,
Please consider...

Thanks for your time..

NdirituMunene.